feeling empty.

its weird how i had been feeling so stressed about my piano exam for the past three weeks and when its suddenly over, i feel so so very empty. its like im at a loss as to what to do just for the simple reason that i have been practising my piano every single day for the past three weeks.

oh well i guess things are just like that right. like how we all mug super hard for exams and when its over we just dont know what to do. and our lives seem purposeless.

anyway jo told me i missed out on super alot on thursday cos they went to the highest point in school and took loads of pictures there! and they did lots of jump shots tooo! boo i also want to do :( and they went for supper with santa claus too i didnt get to go! so wasted la i missed out so much !

we should have clique outing soonsoonsoon!

char loves yenjowaikysucherly(:

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just two hours away.

my piano exam is coming coming coming like real soon.


i really want to pass this exam i worked so hard for the past three weeks i can do it.

charlene you can do it i know you can just dont be nervous, keep calm and composed, dont panic, dont be scared, be brave. yes i know your hands arent going to shiver later they'll be steady, totally steady. yes. we'll pass together yes we will go charlenesimyan!

thank you to everyone who wished me good luck(:

i will jiayou!

love,char(:

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food for thought.

well yesterday was a tiringtiring day cos of interhouse fencing ihc! had to run here and there helping people find equipment to wear, help them suit up, hook up, keep score plus time, pack up etcetcetc. i was so tired after that!

but luckily i have today to rest at home! wheeee(: practising piano cos my exam's tmr! time passes really fast, its like before you know it three weeks have flew past but you still feel as if you have not moved more than a hundred metres from the spot you were at three weeks ago. oh well.

anyway just wanted to say that life is what we make out of it and so we should take charge of our lives and lead happy carefree lives and not harp on things that make us unhappy as this would only cause us to regret later on in our lives. even if we have problems, even if we have made mistakes, even if we feel as if we're at the end of the world and there's no way out of the deep mess that we've gotten ourselves into, we should never ever raise the white flag and surrender. on the contrary, we should look the problem in the eye and fight the big monster out of our lives. this way our lives would be so much happier like that. we should take charge of our own lives and not let ourselves be overwhelmed by and controlled by our many many problems.


yeah thats all i wanted to say!

byebye(:











so take me to a place

where i can see you face to face

and all i wanna do
all i wanna do is worship you

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results!

got back all ct papers already and i guess i did better than expectations for certain subjects but didnt do that well in others. anyway its all over and done with so i guess we'll just have to move on and score all A's for promos! yay 7B we can do it!(:


im starting to love my class more and more cos they really make me want to go to school everyday. lessons are fun and i really thank god for putting me in this wonderful class with such wonderful people! cant wait for our class tee to be designed so we can wear it for interclass games! wheee!

anyway had oteam interview today it went fine i guess. hope i can get in! together with all the girls in class yay. 

oh and to end off circles are cool (;

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im back! (:

okay hello world im back here after a supersuper long hiatus. i realised its been like more than two months !


anyway cts were over long ago and so far got back chem and cse. i guess i just want to do better for promos so must start working hard from onwards!

and my piano exam is coming up too im getting quite scared must practise everyday!

okay actually i realised i dont know what to blog about already i guess im going off now!

oh ya charlotte yen and i got GOLDGOLDGOLD for cadets team event wheee!!! we did it ourselves so proud of ourselves! we can do it for pesta sukan too!!(::

byebye!!

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afraid.

im feeling reallyreallyreally nervous about tmr i dont know why. i keep telling myself its just a speech and i know all the fencers and stuff but i dont know why it still seems so tough. this fear has been in me since the day the interview slots came out its so terrible. really hope that tmr will go well and that i wont bore people to sleep with my speech and that i will speak with confidence tmrr!

hmmm. really really really hope it goes well. JIAYOU CHARLENE AND EVERYONE ELSE TOO!(:

anyway tmr is BEN AND JERRY"S FREE CONE DAY! YAY!

haha cant wait. i've been waiting for it for very long already!!! haha yayayyay we going after elections! (:

okay think about ben and jerry's ice cream so it'll help me overcome all my fears! yay.

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happy birthday ah ma! (:

yay today was my ah ma's 80th birthday!

had 8-course lunch at lei garden chijmes with the family. yay nice food! everyone was so full after that! even min's dad who usually eats alotalot! yup. anyway here's the family photo at lunch today!

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YAY NICE PHOTO! (:

back to school tmr dont want to go back. i love holidayssss.


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the big day.

haha actually its not much of a big big day actually. just that today's my grade7 theory exam! it lasts 3 hours super long! just wished it was shorter than mummy dont need to wait so long and i dont need to sit there for so long to compose music. yeah.

anyway on a lighter note, yesterday i went shopping with the mum and my aunt and mingy! it was fun just browsing and trying clothes on in the fitting room. especially when you are with good company! havent done that in a long time. anyway ended up with 2 tops and reserved a guess wallet. not much compared to my mum who like bought super alot of stuff!

bronze is coming back from camp today! yay. (:

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!

anyway yesterday was valboh's birthday i forgot to dedicate a post to her here. so here goes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALBOHJINGXUAN!

oh ya and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARKLEE!

haha. yesterday's surprise for val at marche was a total flop all cos of mark! we were like at the entrance already preparing to find a table to surprise val and suddenly i heard val calling me! all of us totally screamed and were super shocked cos we thought val and mark werent there yet. AND IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SURPRISE FOR VAL NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND!

anyway but everyone loved the cake i baked yay. and we all ate super alot yesterday at marche cos got people treating what. haha. but it was good and yummmy!

anyway it's been raining so much this past few days so ma fan to go out! yesterday my birkies got all wet inside i think i wont wear them today again! later spoil.):


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:) :(

today was a happy and sad day.

i went swimming but it started raining when i was at the 26th lap so i had to stop. boooo. then had to walk in the rain all the way home. was quite nice actually walking in the rain haha. not as bad as i thought it would be. then after that went to but baking ingredients with my brother cos it stopped raining! but when we were walking back home it started raining again so i walked in the rain again! for the second time.

but anyway baked apple crumble and cranberry butter cake today and my mum said both taste very good! yayy. happinesss(:

i shall attempt to bake the magic bars tmr! must go to sgoon garden coldstoragespecialty to find ingredients!

anyway i cant take it i just lost my black pen im super sad.

OH MAN MY SISTER JUST TOLD ME SHE TOOK MY PENN! YAYY I FOUND ITTT! (:

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